that last post was rocky

so this one will be apollo?

yeah i dunno, but that last post was rough, even for me.

suffices to say, i have a lot on my mind.

today i started looking into fsu (jena not florida). i'm still just testing the waters a bit, dipping my toe into this pdf and that, reading about what is available/required. i've already pretty much decided that my end goal is to come back here to study, but how that will play out is not yet clear.

first, second, and third things first, second, and third, i need to be focusing on learning how this church lives, building this group of young people here, and studying for my test on the 12th. they should really be respective in order of priority, but that whole "this test will somewhat determine the future possibilites" thing creeps its way to the top here and there.

but today is friday, so that means 3 and 2 will be worked on, and 1 over the weekend for sure. i really like hanging out with these kids. i'm just praying that we will all grow together as long as i am here, and then even more that they will grow even after i leave.

.jrs.