sometimes i feel so incapable of learning what i need to learn.
i'm already quiet, so when i don't know how to say what i would say, it's like entering a black hole of communication. everything is just sucked into a void.
sucky.
i'm not sure if i've ever practiced something until i've been really good. that frustrates me even more. i have no track record of improvement.
goodnight.
goodmorning.
goodnight.
goodmorning.
goodnight.
.jrs.
2 comments:
I think the frustration is a sign of something that evokes a value, or thought or meaning in you. I think emotions are the signals to what the root of something is. what I am saying is why is it hard for you? I know you said you were quiet but does asking before you figure it all out mean something to you? I am not trying to put you on the spot. But this is something I am learning alot about frustration, and that I need to look deeper into what its about. I am sure you will figure it though friend....
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Hang in there and rememeber that we often learn the most from the times that we are the most frustrated. Keep journaling and one day you will be able to look back and see what you learned from this dificult time.
Love u Bunches!
Mom
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